Just a few words on R.E.A.L. Love.

I'm pretty sure it exists,
I'm just not sure where it's hiding.

Funny how it takes the absence of something to make you realize just. how. much. you love it.

I do not care about looks.
I do not care about wealth.
I do not care about brains.

I care only that you treat me sweetly,
and hold me closely.

....Oh, do come home.

Imissyoualready.

Nonononononononono.

I don't even know what I'm trying to say.

Just that,
I LOVE YOU.

And I want you to realize that you really do love me too.

i do not want to be where i am right now.


at the library.
writing a paper for communications.


i want to be at the beach.




today is depressing me.

I brought you here, Sir. For I am Spartacus.

Right now,
I feel like a piece of bread.

A sad, moldy piece of white Iron Kids bread,
crust edges fraying,
and leaving little crumbs of myself behind as I wander.

I need stability back.
I need warm water to wash my face.
I need to feel safe.

I do not feel that way right now.

I feel like everything I care about is paper thin,
and threatening to break.
And I'm sorry if that bothers you,

but a girl can't help it when things feel fragile.

Tomorrow I will wash my hair,
work the final day of the week,
and prepare for change.

The good,
happy,
"i like this" kind of change.

So let it be written,
so let it be done.

Because I love you)last night.

I, like you,

once torn,

am so very far away.

away .

away.

You are the only one to bring me back.

And yet, you are the only one who shouldn't.

What am I missing?

Oh yes.

I remember.

They call it "hindsight".